Monday, July 25, 2005

Pride always lurks when prosperity or achievement arrives,
On the fringes of my subconscious mind.
Moving stealthly , attempting to turn joy into arrogance.
But he has accidently stepped into the LIGHT,
Miscalculated his steps in the corridors of my heart.
And stepped into the LIGHT of you TRUTH ,
who makes his permanent dwelling here
in my heart.
THere is no fear of this to frequent intruder.
For he who dwells is a mighty warrior , and with words of eternal wisdom
slays you pride and your mirad of hoodlums
yes you ,
envy , strife, comparision , division , distrust , disbelief , doubt , greed, selfishness, indifference, and apathy.
Bringing perspective again to me
For i would scorn the wisdom and grace of God if i were to ever let you dwell.
Coinhibiting with you in the dark corridors of my heart,
dodging the ever bright ,
ever persistant LIGHT.
Yes, wisdom and truth is on guard again
beaming, watching and waiting.

"Be self-controlled and alert" 1 Peter 5:8
"Therefore prepare your minds for action:be self-controlled" 1 Peter 1:13

Friday, July 22, 2005

The Adventures of latvia...
...the team....










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...for knowing you is ETernity.......

Does Not Wisdom Cry Out?

FALSE NURTURE FOR SELL! Get your unfufilling meal here , for a small price!
Sure to leave you with an uncontented contentment!
Vendors for these passing delicacies surround me,
bright lights, marketing temporary deligts.
A seemingly appetizing feast for a hungry and thirsty heart and soul.
But , Wisdom calls in the distance
a soft voice
but familiarity causes me to turn my head slightly to listen.
"Turn away from the luring display", she says.
And with her voice i recall,
a feast ,
the recollection of the taste lingers.
Something more desirable
more delightful
more fulfilling.
Wisdoms' quiet voice is now louder,
droning out the shrill call of false pleasures.
With the knowledge of Truth,
inspiring the springing forth of desire and longing in my uncontently satiated heart.
Leading me to remeber commands to take hope , to delight myself
in You.
As i recall the Truth of your grace,
your goodness,
your infinitie wisdom
perspective is returning as i lose awarness of myself.
As Truth provokes song , dance ,
reverence, silence , trembling
clapping , spining and laughing
All worshipping ,
springing forth uninhibited,
unlimited
and unashamedly .
As Wisdom speaks again ,
this time so louder, so nearer.
Reminding me of folly in settling for the pleasures of the now silent vendors.
"It is here" , she cries. "Where God's glory and your desire for joy meets."
It is here in worship,
upon YOur bread i feast,
in your streams i bathe and drink waters that turn into streams
flowing vigourously out of me.
As i lose myself in the response to you ,
TRUTH.
I now know why you are the Treasure in which one would give all for
For who or what could compare to you ?
Rule and reign ,my heart, now maddened with delight , cries.
Spread the fragrance of YOur Name,
exult your Justice ,
Your Wisdom,
Your Grace ,
Your Sovereignty,
TO THE NATIONS! TO THE HEAVENS!
through us the church
through this here , now ,
worship.
Wisdom interupts my spirits exclamations, one final time.
"Be warned of the danger of this hunt", she keenly states .
The sound of false lovers will again bray.
And the enemy of a to easily pleased heart is not readily turned away.
Be dilligent and filled with resolve to seek Him,
come what may ,
through what may come.
With face beaming ,tears of affections now falling
I now know what i have been created for,
upon You i gaze intently
drink deeply ,
worship eternally.

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

I am in the process of reading "Desiring God" by John Piper, i have come upon one of those pivotal books that will forever change my life, you know you hear people say that book changed my life , well it has happened, and i wouldnt of thunken it! So i would advise everyone to read the novel , question it, wrestle with it in your emotions, but let God use it to change your heart, your perspective and your life.

Here is my heart mouth's mutterings to new found revelation from the book while at MAymont :

All heaven
All creation
All history
All matter
All time m....o.....v.....i.....n.....g towards this one goal
the glorification of Your Name
What human can comprehend or enter in into this great Mystery?
Your great plan,
Oh wonder to much for my mind and to spirit to percieve or conceive.
That...
All time
All things
All acts forordained for your GLORY
The creation of man
the fall of man
the entrance of sin into the world
the choosing of the Jews as your people
the death of Christ
Inclusion of Gentiles with the new covenant
All acts of History
past , present and future
whether in
cAlaMity
or destruction
prosperity ,war or peace
You have ordained for the glory of your name.
Oh Wisdom unequal ,
greatness unfathomable
patience unwavering
joy unshakable
for Your plans are never frustrated
how worthy You are
Yes , angels and men caused to bow low at Your greatness
holiness
and righteousness
I only see as in a dimmed glass
a mere reflection
I shall be forever peering
forever marveling
eternally worshipping