Thursday, May 20, 2004

THe joy of contemplating the mystery (part II)

Max Lucado enters the mystery and the joy of pondering in his Twenty-Five Questions For Mary:
"What was it like watching Him pray?
How did He respond when He saw other kids giggling during the service at synagogue? When He saw a rainbow, did He ever mention a flood?
Did you ever feel awkward teaching Him how He created the world?
When He saw a lamb being led to the slaughter, did He act differently?
Did you ever see Him with a distant look on His face as if He were listening to someone you couldn't hear?
How did He act at funerals?
Did the thought ever occur to you that the God to whom you were praying was asleep under your own roof?
Did you ever try to count the stars with Him . . . and succeed?
Did He ever come home with a black eye?
How did He act when He got His first haircut?
Did He have any friends by the name of Judas?
Did He do well in school?
Did you ever scold Him?
Did He ever have to ask a question about Scripture?
What do you think He thought when He saw a prostitute offering to the highest bidder the body He made?
Did He ever get angry when someone was dishonest with Him?
Did you ever catch Him pensively looking at the flesh on His own arm while holding a clod of dirt?
Did He ever wake up afraid?
Who was His best friend?
When someone referred to Satan, how did He act?
Did you ever accidentally call Him Father?
What did He and His cousin John talk about as kids?
Did His other brothers and sisters understand what was happening?
Did you ever think, 'That's God eating my soup!'?'"
(taken from Calvin Miller's, The Book of Jesus, p. 107).



Allen Hood (M.Div., Asbury Theological Seminary) is the Director of the Forerunner School of Ministry and the Associate Director of the International House of Prayer. For teaching resources by Allen Hood, visit www.fotb.com.

As stated in mi profile this is my new favorite thing to do, and i always find that Jesus thrills and ravishes my heart more and more and i continue to hunger for more wisdom of his nature. this article is Amazing. enjoy !!!!

Contemplating the Humanity of Jesus by Allen Hood



The Joy of Pondering the Mystery ( part I)



And without controversy great is the mystery of godliness: God was manifested in the flesh, justified in the Spirit, seen by angels, preached among the Gentiles, believed on in the world, received up in glory. (1 Tim. 3:16)



Paul emphatically states that the greatness of the mystery of godliness is a non-controversial issue. There is no debate around the magnitude of God becoming a man. Paul proclaims that both heaven and earth are in agreement concerning the God-Man, Jesus Christ. Angels are baffled (I Peter 1:12), and humans cannot fathom what God has done.



Great is the mystery of godliness! What is the human frame that pleased Him so that the One who made all things could dwell in flesh? He is not only your divine King and Maker. Now, He is your Brother. Bone of your bone and flesh of your flesh! What has God done in His Son? Now, God can be seen, heard, and touched, not from a distance, but in the historic moment, in the flesh.



As we stand before the great mystery of God in awe and with reverent fear, our older brother, Jesus, beckons us to a deeper invitation where dreadful fear turns into tender dialogue and amazed inquiry. One can go through life with a spirit of obedience, struck by His awesomeness, but it is quite another thing for your heart to be tender toward Him, and free to move in and ask questions you normally would not dare ask. To contemplate Jesus in His humanity is to engage God on common ground in open dialogue and worship, discovering what it means to be safe in His presence, free in your personality to enjoy yourself as you enjoy Him.




Recently, I was preparing to teach my Excellencies of Christclass in the Forerunner School of Ministry on the humanity of Jesus when I came across my deceased mother's birth certificate from 1943 in my research folder. Three short years after her death, I found myself staring at her tiny footprints on the back of this hospital record. I sat there weeping, thinking about those beautiful little feet. Suddenly, the questions began. "Mom, you were such a virtuous, godly woman. What were you like as a little girl? Mom, how did you do it? How did you grow up loving Jesus with such tenderness? Mom, what is Jesus like in person? I mean, before you died, I was the one that had the Masters in Theology, but today you hold the Ph.D., and I am a mere student. Today, you know as you are fully known."



Suddenly, a divine dialogue began with the Lord speaking to me in this tender moment. "Allen, I had feet like that."



"You're kidding me, Lord! You had feet like this? I mean, the same tiny feet like my boys now have, which I love to pull on their toes till they pop!?"



"Yes, I did. Just as small and frail as your mother's, with toes as poppable as your sons'." He came as a man.



The joy of the Christian life is to gaze upon the mystery of Jesus. Luke 2:7 describes the virgin birth. Mary bears Him in childbirth, bringing Him forth with real pain. She brings forth her first-born son, wraps Him in swaddling clothes, and lays Him in a manger. Then the angels break out in singing and shepherds pay homage to the newborn king.



In verse nineteen, after "Glory to God in the highest, and on earth, peace toward men - goodwill toward men," look what Mary does. She is perplexed. She's given birth to this baby whom angels are praising. And in verse nineteen she ponders, "I know He is God, but I felt real pain and real movements in my belly as He was growing. How can that be? How can it be that angels tell shepherds and wise men to come visit Him and bear gifts, and yet He came out of my loins? How can it be that God has my eyes and my nose? How can that be?" She has found the joy of pondering the mystery, and she treasures all these things in her heart.




Hans Urs von Balthasar in his book, Prayer,describes this joy. "The contemplative's gaze continually returns with great attention to the humanity of Jesus. It is the inexhaustible treasure entrusted to us by the heavenly Father. In a true sense He has 'despoiled himself' (Jn. 3:16) of Him to whom He is always pointing: ipsum audite (Mt. 17:5). The Son is no floating interstellar body; He is the fruit of the earth and its history; He comes from Mary (who is the exponent of the Old Covenant and of all humanity) just as He comes from the Father. He is grace ascending just as much as grace descending; He is just as much creation's highest response to the Father as He is the Father's Word to creation. He is no God in disguise, acting 'as if', simply to give us an example. . . No. He is the apex of the world in its strivings toward God, and He cuts a path for all of us, gathering up all men's efforts into Himself, the pioneer, the spearhead. He can do this only by being 'In every respect tempted as we are, yet without sinning' (Heb. 4:15), by bearing our burdens as the scapegoat (Heb. 13:11), the Lamb brought to the slaughter, slain from the foundation of the world (Rev. 13:8). Thus, He stands at the summit of heaven and earth."





The point of the incarnation is to make you ponder, to make you marvel, to blow your mind. Luke tells us that Jesus is not only born with a human body, He grows up. "And the Child grew and became strong in spirit, filled with wisdom; and the grace of God was upon Him" (Luke 2:40). I love to imagine this. What did Jesus' awkward seasons look like? Can you imagine the time when His ears had outgrown His head and Him sitting through two more years of rabbinical school before His head caught up? Have you ever thought about that? He was just like you, except without sin. What did it look like when Jesus lost His first tooth and had His first haircut? What was it like when Jesus as a boy underwent common human awkwardness in all of its stages? What was it like? Luke says that the child grew and that Mary was amazed again and again. This is all we know about Jesus until we find Him at age twelve in the temple. He simply grew. He was confined to human weaknesses.



I look at my little boys all the time, and wonder. "Jesus, were you like them? What were You like? What was holy fun like for You, Jesus? Did You ever play a practical joke? What was harmless fun like for You, Jesus? Oh, it had to be outstanding!"




He also grew in the Spirit, was the filled with wisdom, and the grace of God was upon Him. He grew mentally and spiritually. He grew. What were the stages like as He's finding out He's the unique God-Man? Surely He was thinking to Himself, "Something feels different about Me. I never get in trouble like James does." What was it like when His capacity mentally and spiritually got to the point where He began to have remembrance of the throne room? What was it like for Him growing up when He could see all the angels around everybody else?



What was it like on the day when the Father decided that Jesus was ready to see spiritual realities? I think of his first angelic encounter. Trembling with fascination, I see Him asking, "I feel like I know you from somewhere. Have we met before?" We seldom think on these things. This is reality. This is your God, and this is your King, and this is your Brother and your Groom. You can fall in love with Him. It's okay. Did you know that? You really can fall in love with Him for this. We've been robbed of Jesus far too long. It is time to ponder. It is time to enjoy the depths of His mystery and the richness of His shared life.



@ selah's house con mi amiga erika . y kai. in va beach
i love it here. it has the tranquility that i find is lacking at home in hampton.
which is definitely understandable with a lil brother & sister.
but i wouldnt trade them in for any amount of tranquility & quietness.

< shift thought>
lately im been thinking , enjoying engaging in pensive thought and inviting God to join in , to speak through meditation .
as i sort through fears, delusions, lies , and beliefs that need to be shaken.
and sometimes just thinking on HIm, asking simple questions, truthful questions, and not being ashamed, that im going to get struck by lightning.
i miss HIm.

Friday, May 14, 2004

Its raining i dont really have no place to go
hear a voice of quiet in my soul saying
i should gone on just stay home
saying i should talk to you
tell you everything thats on my mind
tell you whats going on inside
i dont even know when the last time that i
i made time to talk to you
ive been so busy running around always trying to kick it
go hang out
but there
no one else like you

i think im going just
sit back and meditate
on your goodness your mercy your grace
right now im going just sit back and think how great
your love that will never change
right now i just want to
sit back and meditate
you have given me all that i need
and there is no one who compares YOU>

youre love it falls like raindrops and never seem to cease
given me the air breath
no way i could ever let you go
so i. so i give thanks to you
more than just for everything you done
but for how you shown youre the One
cant help but trust
so no matter who it is that calls
im not leaving until youre Spirit falls

sit back & MEDITATE.


Friday, May 07, 2004

=time to destroy my votive statues ive made. they got to go. tired of bowing down.to things made by my hand.
:destroy them
=but they are so cute, they remind me of my past, what is comfortable to me. iam afriad to be free.
:i will destroy them . for i am jealous .

i havent even overheard the secrets of God, neverless understand the mysteries.
still straining to hear, still listening, hungry.

part II -ShaKeN

sometimes we turn to God when our foundations are shaking only to find out it is God who is shaking them"


lauren d'auria | 1:15:31 AM

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

part I-ShaKEn series
delusions- firmly held , unshakable beliefs with no basis in reality.
God come break the strong delusions & shake everything that can be ShaKeN.
mIsty EdWardS

At that time his voice shook the earth , but now HE has promised, "once more I will shake not only the earth but also the heavens." The words "once more" indicate the removing of whaT can be ShAkeN i that is created things so that what cannot be shaken may remain. Therefore since we are recieving a kingdom that cannot be ShaKeN ...Hebrews 12:26-28.

Sunday, May 02, 2004

TOday is my 18th bday!!! waiting to feel like an "adult" this should take a while.:)