hmmm
those who know me know that i always sigh
its weird
its like a deep soul sigh
its a release for me
that how i feel now
like my spirit is in a complete stage on sigh
releasing all my burdens upon God
and letting Daddy take me up in his arm
all i can do is quiet my heart and mind
and let my soul yawn

all is still outside , well at least from my window
its easter.
just thinking
what would have it been like to be alive
there 2000 yrs ago
that morn
as the sun rose
bringing light to a empty tomb
the joy released to your disciples and those who loved you
he is alive
hmmm
pondering the peace
the love
the power of the God
of Jesus
his love
his sacrifice
in one second
death was conquored
locks shattered
your bride was born
revealed
on that morinig as the sun rose
love revealed
sin defeated
easter morn

its about 1:15 am actually that clock is wrong.

Shift thought aGain:
sometimes I feel so helpless to the THings that hold us as hUmans , our FalLen nature, how we Are easily pleAsed and so ON , so many People are capable of ideNTifying these problems with HUmans or the Church . but whats the Solution? what are i , we to Do. but to tRust in the LOrd. I guess i Feel frustrated because i think like this :here's the ProbleM now how do you fix it . anD things like the fallen Nature OF meN dont work like that.

" One day some guy is going to fall in love with a doll baby"!!
-Emily PeeLe

As i walk to the door the wind and light emits from the cracks
What takes place when , Iam not here, no one to witness the realness of the spirtitual relM.
The wind whisps and wHisPers into my rOom , when it is vaCant or Not aLone.
Are the Angles here when Iam gone, do you wAit for me to enter IN?
Only the sounds of the wind and scurring , as i push open the door.
cathing the fragrance of Your presence that hovers here...